We both say we came from love at first sight.

We both say we were sustained by nature continuing our love forwards.

And then, we both agree we ended “us” mutually.

Yet we both have very different stories.

Living without You has set me free, as living with you set…

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Loving you I found myself. It doesn’t matter to me how you turned out to be because it brought me to love you.

I’m thankful for you in my life even while you aren’t hear anymore.

Your love for me was kindness that I had been longing for my whole…

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Beginning to live sober requires recognizing you ever weren’t.

hand holding smoke with dark solid background

Accepting past abusive ways of relating with substances, relationships with other people, and your relationship with yourself.

This self-reflection is Sobriety. Waking up to the cold realization that you have been lost. That you have been losing yourself in addiction.

This…

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I fucking love singing.

To love myself would be to allow myself to sing, though I’ve found it against my consent because my voice is not my voice, because I am trans.

See, I’ve always struggled with self-love.

Because I so badly live in guilt of my allowance of the…

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I have been here lost in confusion, seemingly it’s been a delusion

That I can’t see what’s in front of me.

Maybe I’ve been stuck in my reasons, I’ve been moving on with the seasons

So much that I don’t know who I am.

Oh and it takes days, for…

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Skylyn Ash-Shahid Rafert

Skylyn Ash-Shahid Rafert

They/Them/He Transmasc Emotional Creative Solo-Polyamorous Person Learning about myself and life, etc. through Reflection.